argh.. hari yang menyakitkan hati. sangat2 menyakitkan hati. badan sakit sangat sebab jatuh ari tu.. like nangka busuk! waaa... n its getting worse! xde orang tolong sapu minyak, tolong urut. sakit sangat. sekarang macam nak demam lak.. but still, abg tetap tolong urut pas jatuh mase tu. malu tetap malu. haha burok je! tapi nangis cam budak2. hahah tapi bile balik umah, xde sape nk urut.. sedih woo :'(
plus, have some disagreement with my mom n my sis. i need my space. i need to grow up on my own. im 23 for Godsake! n still sooo not independant. they still treating like im 10!?! sometimes i feel like they being real selfish. i know its bad to say things like tis, but its really hurting me. its not like i dun need 'em at all. i need them. i need my family. but y cant u just let me choose my own way? i'll learn from my mistakes.. that's how ppl learn isnt it?
gosh.. what about my bloody hell uni life? err.. do i even have life there? still stuck. got barred. damn! err.. its my fault actually. so i dun really mad. just a bit frustrated. got barred which mean more subject next semester. damn again! i wish semua lecturer xsuke muke aku kat kelas diorg, so that diorg leh pass kan je aku terus, so diorg xkan jumpe2 aku dah! hahaha what a life kalau betul2 camtu kan? ahahah~
ok. done. roger out!
ps: syg, a month (or maybe more), still xcukup!!!! miss u soo much already! i love u soo much, syg! mmmuah!!!!
