B.A.H.A.G.I.A.

Nape terasa berat sangat utk pulang? Mestikah bahagia itu hanya datang kala bersama, bersua muka, namun hilang dimamah waktu pabila mula berjauhan?
Tadi ketika bersiar di Bb, ku lihat sepasang tua berpegang tangan seeratnya walau bukan dikawasan sesak atau sekadar untuk melintas. Mereka tersenyum riang. Bahagia. Terlintas sejenak di fikiranku, adakah kebahagiaan yang kami rasakan kini bakal berkekalan seperti mereka? Atau hanya bahagia ketika muda dan akan pudar melewati usia?

:-) aku bahagia kini.. Tp selamanya? Insya-Allah..

Kuharap bahagia. Kuharap kekal. Kuharap selamanya.

Amin~

Ramadhan...

Salam ramadhan..

Puasa ku bermula hari ini. Berdebar-debar pulak rasanya. Huhu larat ke ni? Mudah-mudahan..

Puasa kali ini aku rasa ada sedikit kelainan. Orang-orang disekeliling ku, ku rasa ada perubahan. Semakin cuba mendekati-Nya. Ikhlas atau sekadar poyo? Biarlah Tuhan yang menentukannya. Aku hanya sekadar t'senyum. Baguslah, mudahan berkekalan. Apapun, ku mengharapkan lebih keberkatan puasa kali ini.

Amin...

rain rain go away...

bagai pungguk rindukan bulan. bagai menanti buah tak gugur. seharian hati ku berdebar-debar. bagai tahu sesuatu akan terjadi. tapi tetap ku abaikan.

sunyi.. sepi.. tiada apa yang ku lakukan hari ni selain aktiviti harian. aku bingung. aku keliru.. keliru dengan kondisi diriku sendiri. adakah semua ini akan berakhir.. aku pasrah. aku redha. aku terima segalanya. ku anggap ini semua hanya dugaan. adakah aku tersilap menilai? atau pun aku yang semakin lemah?

di kala sayu melayan perasaan, satu melodi, satu suara singgah di telinga ku. ku amati lirik lagu nya. sayu sekali. tersentuh di hati. setitis air mata jatuh ke pipi, lantas menyedarkan aku kembali. mengapa ku harus menangis? adakah lagu ini berkenaan diriku? ku rasa tidak. tetapi kenapa harus ku tersentuh? mungkin hanya terlalu menghayati lantas meletakkan diri sendiri di situasi si penyanyi? mungkin?

ah. biarkan sahaja perasaan ini. ia pasti akan pergi. semoga Tuhan kuatkan hati untuk hari-hari yang mendatang..


Teruskanlah by Agnes Monica

Pernahkah kau bicara
Tapi tak di dengar
Tak di anggap
Sama sekali..

Pernahkan kau tak salah
Tapi disalahkan
Tak di beri
Kesempatan

Kuhidup dengan siapa
Ku tak tau kau siapa
Kau kekasihku tapi
Orang lain bagiku

Kau dengan dirimu saja
Kau dengan duniamu saja
Teruskan lah.. Teruskan lah
Kau begitu

Kau tak butuh diriku
Aku patung bagimu
Cinta buta
Kebutuhan mu

Kau dengan dirimu saja
Kau dengan duniamu saja
Teruskan lah.. Teruskan lah
Kau.. kau begitu

Teruskan lah... teruskan lah..

What Oprah had to say about men?

:: If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

:: Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.

:: Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.

:: If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.

:: Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.

:: Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. -----> thank God, everything is way better now (^^)

:: The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you
any differently? ------> yeay, he doesnt have any kids!

:: Always have your own set of friends separate from his. ----> definitely, so that i can ngumpat him behind his back ;)

:: Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. ----> nanti kene marah balik..

:: Never let a man know everything.* He will use it against you later. -----> but i love to talk about everything!

:: You cannot change a man's behaviour.* Change comes from within. -----> ok.... but dont change me either!

:: Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job.

:: Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

:: Never let a man define who you are.

:: Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. ---> i dont steal him. he steal me ;)

:: A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

:: You should not be the one doing all the bending. compromise is two way street.----> oh, i hope u're reading tis. hehehe

:: You need time to heal between relationships.there is nothing cute about baggage. deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship

:: You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you. a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals. look for someone complimentary not supplementary.

:: Dating is fun even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.

:: Make him miss you sometimes when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted. ----> really meh..??

:: Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man. -----> huh??


Share this with other women and men (just so they know)...

You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.

makan-makan!!

Untuk menyerlahkan lagi minat aku terhadap makanan, biarlah 2nd post aku mengenai favourite spot aku wat mase ni. Saisaki Japanese Buffet @ Wisma UOA, dekat2 KLCC tu. Kenape aku suke? BUFFET!!! hah~~ amek! makan la puas2 korang, muntah balik, sambung lagi.

food choices, sangat2 la variety. sedap memang sedap. kalau bagi first timer a.k.a beginner dalam seni memakan makanan jepun ni, pilihan makanan di sini memang agak pelik, tetapi sedap. bukan sekadar sushi and sashimi, makanan jepun lain such as tepanyaki atau diorang punya noodle, memang banyak. thai food juga disediakan.

mase ni la korang leh makan makanan jepun yg agak mahal di pasaran luar dengan sepuas ati korang. seperti pregnant fish (yang xde rupe pregnant sangat pun), anak belut, siput.. (huh?).. (maaf kurang mahir sikit dalam segi istilah2 atau name diorang). macam2 la. aku beginner je, so aku tengok ape yang bf aku makan, aku makan gak. lagi2 fresh oyster die. sedap siott!! xnak hanyir, perah lemon. mantap!

malang sekali, dok kerana asyik sangat makan, kitorang asyik lupe nak amek gambar. unfortunately, atas sebab yang x dapat dielakkan, xdapat lak nak upload ape yang kitorang makan. yang pasti, diluar jangkaan! huh~ hahahaha patut la badan cm belon je skrg nih! ceh~~

nak try? approximately below rm100 for two person. weekdays- got 20% discount!!

SAISAKI JAPANESE BUFFET

Wisma UOA II, Jalan Pinang, Kuala Lumpur
Unit No.1-9, 1st Floor,
Wisma UOA II, No.21, Jalan Pinang,
50450 Kuala Lumpur

a piece of me (^-^)

~Y A N N A A Z L A N~

:: selalu cakap dirinya simple, tp sebenarnya sangat2 lah complicated (^^)
:: very demanding and always in denial. ~~ mane ade?! - - denying denial... huh!
:: very loyal. family person.
:: very very super talkative. dun let me start talkin, i will never stop!
:: love travelling.. soooo much!!
:: peminat setia kaler pink!!! tp again. deny it~~ konon pink tu x mature. citt!
:: im sooo sooo taken. heart n soul. huh? hahaha xD
:: kuat cemburu. kali ini tidak menafikannya.
:: suke mengata. (kalau aku nak kutuk artis kt blog leh x?)
:: suke fashion tp xreti mengaplikasikannya ke atas dirinya sendiri. ceh~
:: muka sombong (orang kate la) tapi hati saaaaangat la baik. (aku tau xde sape bace blog nih. sbb tu aku gtau)

tu je kot. wat mase ni. saje test power dulu.
btw, cantek x blog saye?? ni baru sikit. haha!!

ok la. nanti aku tulis lagi ye!!

chow~~