Psychology Personality Test.. betul ke ni?

Dear Yanna Azlan, below are your PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY test result:

Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you. ---> positive!

You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel. ---> definitely so true. it hurts me sometimes...

You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.” ---> not really. i've involve in many relationship, but i only give my all to him =) honestly =)

You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it! ---> i have no idea bout tis

You’re a stubborn sweetheart... You “love” him/her only because he/she loves you. If his/her flame puts out, you let go with no trouble. ---> xsetuju sangat pasal ni.. i'll love him no matter what....

You’re intimidating! People have an impression that you’re elite—or if not, you simply look sophisticated. You gain praises but not companions. ---> true meh?

You love actions... with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are important to you. ---> haha macam betul je ;)

i lay my loves on you..

Mata dah berat.. Mengantok dari awal pagi tadi. Malam tadi tido xlena.. Tempat xselesa kot.. Tapi bila melihat orang tersayang, hati kembali tenang..

Tersedar awal pagi, tp kembali lena.. Hati xtenang bile memikirkan terpaksa pulang. Nape la mesti hari berlalu dengan pantas..

Dalam perjalanan, hati semakin tak keruan.. Aku x mahu pulang.. Aku mau sentiasa disisinya..

Kini malam sudah menjelma, tp aku tetap tidak mau lena. Hati terkenang si dia...


Aduhai.. Ibarat pungguk rindukan bulan..

e.m.p.t.y

its been a very hectic week for me. spend my whole week finishing my parent's hantaran. yeah.. i repeat, hantaran. cerai for almost 4 years, then they back together. yippie! sound like us. separating for 4 yrs, then me n my syg kapel balik. n alhamdulillah, we still love each other. hopefully, my parent pun camtu gak. i can see keceriaan in my mom's face. this is exactly what she's waiting for. i almost nangis bile para saksi kate 'sah'. i lost my bestfriend, my enemy, my mom. pasni i xde sape nk gaduh, nk share the bed. everything. 4thn ni aku ngan mak macam chopstik. xleh gune kalau ade satu batang je. pegi mane2 pun same. i cant stay at hostel, sebab asyik nk balik umah nak teman mak. tp skrg, aku dah xde reason nk balik. sbb mak dah ade teman balik. so, perhaps, she didnt need me now. seriously, i feel soo lonely.

my baby datang tis week sbb nk tgk atok nenek die kawen. lame xjupe. fazrul aiman haqim. i xtau nape i rase sangat2 attached to tis kid. aku rase macam anak sendiri. maybe bcoz bile aku ade, aku jaga macam btl2 anak aku. bg makan, bg ubat, mandikan.. sume tugas ibu. marah bile die nakal, pujuk bile die sedih, feed him bile die lapa.. even sleep with him. mase aku ade, die xnak langsung tido ngn parent die. die nak aku jugak. bile parent die buat xtau kat die, i get really angry. kalau x kerana aku masih kt uni, aku memang nk jaga die. tp my syg keep saying, limit ur feeling. its not ur child. yea.. the truth is ugly. td baru hantar diorang balik. seeing my aiman go, is the most hurtful~ i keep nangis till now. stupid me huh? he's not mine! but i miss him sooo much!!

hmm.. waiting for my syg to amek aku. anta ke hostel to pick my stuff. end of semester. still not graduating. to be honest, aku dah x minat study. all i keep thinking is start a family. having baby, making breakfast every morning, do their laundry, everything that housewife does...


roger out~

current mood: still empty.

Nobody's Home...

Well, I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way?
She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make the same mistakes again

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs?

She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside with no place to go
No place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

Open your eyes
And look outside find the reasons why
You've been rejected
And now you can't find what you've left behind

Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs?

She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside with no place to go
No place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

Her feelings she hides, her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind, she's fallen behind
And she can't find her place, she's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace, she's all over the place, yeah

She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside with no place to go
No place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

She's lost inside, lost inside
She's lost inside, lost inside


*Well.. i think this is the best song to reflect how i feel at this very moment....

Life is like.... Asam boi!

argh.. hari yang menyakitkan hati. sangat2 menyakitkan hati. badan sakit sangat sebab jatuh ari tu.. like nangka busuk! waaa... n its getting worse! xde orang tolong sapu minyak, tolong urut. sakit sangat. sekarang macam nak demam lak.. but still, abg tetap tolong urut pas jatuh mase tu. malu tetap malu. haha burok je! tapi nangis cam budak2. hahah tapi bile balik umah, xde sape nk urut.. sedih woo :'(

plus, have some disagreement with my mom n my sis. i need my space. i need to grow up on my own. im 23 for Godsake! n still sooo not independant. they still treating like im 10!?! sometimes i feel like they being real selfish. i know its bad to say things like tis, but its really hurting me. its not like i dun need 'em at all. i need them. i need my family. but y cant u just let me choose my own way? i'll learn from my mistakes.. that's how ppl learn isnt it?

gosh.. what about my bloody hell uni life? err.. do i even have life there? still stuck. got barred. damn! err.. its my fault actually. so i dun really mad. just a bit frustrated. got barred which mean more subject next semester. damn again! i wish semua lecturer xsuke muke aku kat kelas diorg, so that diorg leh pass kan je aku terus, so diorg xkan jumpe2 aku dah! hahaha what a life kalau betul2 camtu kan? ahahah~

ok. done. roger out!


ps: syg, a month (or maybe more), still xcukup!!!! miss u soo much already! i love u soo much, syg! mmmuah!!!!

jiwa raya...? bagaimana?

wah.. baju baru sudah. kasut baru sudah. kuih muih pun sudah. segala persiapan raya hampir selesai. namun, kenapa tiada keghairahan untuk menyambut syawal? sudah masuk tahun ke-4 aku langsung tiada rasa kemeriahan berhari raya. tiada ayah di pagi raya? ayah yang hanya muncul setelah selesai sembahyang raya? akan tetapi tahun ini dia bersama kami, namun mungkin hatiku sudah kaku, sudah beku untuk merasai kemeriahan ini. hati sudah tawar kerana sudah lama tiada bahagia. hati sudah layu kerana tiada gelak tawa. ya, kami masih seperti dulu. mungkin. saling tertawa. seakan-akan bahagia. namun, bahagiakah kami? atau hanya aku yang terlebih merasa?

aku rasa kosong. aku rasa sesat. salah aku kah? bukan ku pinta untuk berjiwa sebegini. namun, titik-titik hitam sudah mula kelihatan dalam hidupku. aku rasa aku semakin musnah...

B.A.H.A.G.I.A.

Nape terasa berat sangat utk pulang? Mestikah bahagia itu hanya datang kala bersama, bersua muka, namun hilang dimamah waktu pabila mula berjauhan?
Tadi ketika bersiar di Bb, ku lihat sepasang tua berpegang tangan seeratnya walau bukan dikawasan sesak atau sekadar untuk melintas. Mereka tersenyum riang. Bahagia. Terlintas sejenak di fikiranku, adakah kebahagiaan yang kami rasakan kini bakal berkekalan seperti mereka? Atau hanya bahagia ketika muda dan akan pudar melewati usia?

:-) aku bahagia kini.. Tp selamanya? Insya-Allah..

Kuharap bahagia. Kuharap kekal. Kuharap selamanya.

Amin~

Ramadhan...

Salam ramadhan..

Puasa ku bermula hari ini. Berdebar-debar pulak rasanya. Huhu larat ke ni? Mudah-mudahan..

Puasa kali ini aku rasa ada sedikit kelainan. Orang-orang disekeliling ku, ku rasa ada perubahan. Semakin cuba mendekati-Nya. Ikhlas atau sekadar poyo? Biarlah Tuhan yang menentukannya. Aku hanya sekadar t'senyum. Baguslah, mudahan berkekalan. Apapun, ku mengharapkan lebih keberkatan puasa kali ini.

Amin...

rain rain go away...

bagai pungguk rindukan bulan. bagai menanti buah tak gugur. seharian hati ku berdebar-debar. bagai tahu sesuatu akan terjadi. tapi tetap ku abaikan.

sunyi.. sepi.. tiada apa yang ku lakukan hari ni selain aktiviti harian. aku bingung. aku keliru.. keliru dengan kondisi diriku sendiri. adakah semua ini akan berakhir.. aku pasrah. aku redha. aku terima segalanya. ku anggap ini semua hanya dugaan. adakah aku tersilap menilai? atau pun aku yang semakin lemah?

di kala sayu melayan perasaan, satu melodi, satu suara singgah di telinga ku. ku amati lirik lagu nya. sayu sekali. tersentuh di hati. setitis air mata jatuh ke pipi, lantas menyedarkan aku kembali. mengapa ku harus menangis? adakah lagu ini berkenaan diriku? ku rasa tidak. tetapi kenapa harus ku tersentuh? mungkin hanya terlalu menghayati lantas meletakkan diri sendiri di situasi si penyanyi? mungkin?

ah. biarkan sahaja perasaan ini. ia pasti akan pergi. semoga Tuhan kuatkan hati untuk hari-hari yang mendatang..


Teruskanlah by Agnes Monica

Pernahkah kau bicara
Tapi tak di dengar
Tak di anggap
Sama sekali..

Pernahkan kau tak salah
Tapi disalahkan
Tak di beri
Kesempatan

Kuhidup dengan siapa
Ku tak tau kau siapa
Kau kekasihku tapi
Orang lain bagiku

Kau dengan dirimu saja
Kau dengan duniamu saja
Teruskan lah.. Teruskan lah
Kau begitu

Kau tak butuh diriku
Aku patung bagimu
Cinta buta
Kebutuhan mu

Kau dengan dirimu saja
Kau dengan duniamu saja
Teruskan lah.. Teruskan lah
Kau.. kau begitu

Teruskan lah... teruskan lah..

What Oprah had to say about men?

:: If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

:: Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.

:: Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.

:: If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.

:: Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.

:: Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. -----> thank God, everything is way better now (^^)

:: The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you
any differently? ------> yeay, he doesnt have any kids!

:: Always have your own set of friends separate from his. ----> definitely, so that i can ngumpat him behind his back ;)

:: Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. ----> nanti kene marah balik..

:: Never let a man know everything.* He will use it against you later. -----> but i love to talk about everything!

:: You cannot change a man's behaviour.* Change comes from within. -----> ok.... but dont change me either!

:: Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job.

:: Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

:: Never let a man define who you are.

:: Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. ---> i dont steal him. he steal me ;)

:: A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

:: You should not be the one doing all the bending. compromise is two way street.----> oh, i hope u're reading tis. hehehe

:: You need time to heal between relationships.there is nothing cute about baggage. deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship

:: You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you. a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals. look for someone complimentary not supplementary.

:: Dating is fun even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.

:: Make him miss you sometimes when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted. ----> really meh..??

:: Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man. -----> huh??


Share this with other women and men (just so they know)...

You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.

makan-makan!!

Untuk menyerlahkan lagi minat aku terhadap makanan, biarlah 2nd post aku mengenai favourite spot aku wat mase ni. Saisaki Japanese Buffet @ Wisma UOA, dekat2 KLCC tu. Kenape aku suke? BUFFET!!! hah~~ amek! makan la puas2 korang, muntah balik, sambung lagi.

food choices, sangat2 la variety. sedap memang sedap. kalau bagi first timer a.k.a beginner dalam seni memakan makanan jepun ni, pilihan makanan di sini memang agak pelik, tetapi sedap. bukan sekadar sushi and sashimi, makanan jepun lain such as tepanyaki atau diorang punya noodle, memang banyak. thai food juga disediakan.

mase ni la korang leh makan makanan jepun yg agak mahal di pasaran luar dengan sepuas ati korang. seperti pregnant fish (yang xde rupe pregnant sangat pun), anak belut, siput.. (huh?).. (maaf kurang mahir sikit dalam segi istilah2 atau name diorang). macam2 la. aku beginner je, so aku tengok ape yang bf aku makan, aku makan gak. lagi2 fresh oyster die. sedap siott!! xnak hanyir, perah lemon. mantap!

malang sekali, dok kerana asyik sangat makan, kitorang asyik lupe nak amek gambar. unfortunately, atas sebab yang x dapat dielakkan, xdapat lak nak upload ape yang kitorang makan. yang pasti, diluar jangkaan! huh~ hahahaha patut la badan cm belon je skrg nih! ceh~~

nak try? approximately below rm100 for two person. weekdays- got 20% discount!!

SAISAKI JAPANESE BUFFET

Wisma UOA II, Jalan Pinang, Kuala Lumpur
Unit No.1-9, 1st Floor,
Wisma UOA II, No.21, Jalan Pinang,
50450 Kuala Lumpur

a piece of me (^-^)

~Y A N N A A Z L A N~

:: selalu cakap dirinya simple, tp sebenarnya sangat2 lah complicated (^^)
:: very demanding and always in denial. ~~ mane ade?! - - denying denial... huh!
:: very loyal. family person.
:: very very super talkative. dun let me start talkin, i will never stop!
:: love travelling.. soooo much!!
:: peminat setia kaler pink!!! tp again. deny it~~ konon pink tu x mature. citt!
:: im sooo sooo taken. heart n soul. huh? hahaha xD
:: kuat cemburu. kali ini tidak menafikannya.
:: suke mengata. (kalau aku nak kutuk artis kt blog leh x?)
:: suke fashion tp xreti mengaplikasikannya ke atas dirinya sendiri. ceh~
:: muka sombong (orang kate la) tapi hati saaaaangat la baik. (aku tau xde sape bace blog nih. sbb tu aku gtau)

tu je kot. wat mase ni. saje test power dulu.
btw, cantek x blog saye?? ni baru sikit. haha!!

ok la. nanti aku tulis lagi ye!!

chow~~